Vacation Reflections

Ok, first off... I know it's been a long time, but I haven't had time/desire to write. But I am now, so there.

I've had a great vacation and am getting sad that it is almost over. It's been GREAT to see friends over these past few days and get away from work just to reflect on things.

Some things I've thought over... I've told many people my story from college about how when my life seemed to fall apart I begged God for just one thing. He kept His promise and has let me hold on to that one thing. Now, I feel that I am at the place to begin to let that thing go as well and it's frightening.

I've seen that God has been shaping me and preparing me to get to this. Now, for the first time in my life, I don't know what's next. I still have 8 months that are solid, but after that, I have no idea where I'll be and it's very scary. I've been praying this whole week that God will renew my sense of purpose and passion. He seems to be doing that. Hopefully now as I return home on the 8 hour drive, I can keep sensing what God has for me. I know it's good, but it doesn't make it any less easy to get there.